I always get the most tired version of you. When you can't help it that's fine. But sometimes you can prevent it, and you don't. Where do I stand in your life? Your words always sound so good, but your actions tell a different story. You don't need to cheat on me with someone else to be cheating me of yourself.

Sometimes I fear that I will come to expect so little from this relationship that I will expect nothing, and want nothing, at all. That will be the end of it.